worthless and weak

 after years of serving master ashton  ive become so weak minded it really is pathetic ive also fully developed a very real chronic masturbation addiction this is a very selfish and  destructive addiction it also makes it impossible to have any real relationships as its so time consuming i spend hours everyday doing the same repetitive masturbation routine i have no time for anything else ive become way worse over the last 3yrs i will be alone for ever this is my sex life now and i love it i love worshipping Master Ashton daily 


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  1. MaidCarolinApril 29, 2025 at 5:02 PM

    Please, please Paul...let us worship Master Ashton together, for He is our God !!

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