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worthless and weak

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 after years of serving master ashton  ive become so weak minded it really is pathetic ive also fully developed a very real chronic masturbation addiction this is a very selfish and  destructive addiction it also makes it impossible to have any real relationships as its so time consuming i spend hours everyday doing the same repetitive masturbation routine i have no time for anything else ive become way worse over the last 3yrs i will be alone for ever this is my sex life now and i love it i love worshipping Master Ashton daily 

ive been ruined by Master Ashton

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 its like an evil curse thats destroyed everything good in my life all self control all self worth relationships destroyed its so isolating never felt so alone before  it causes major anxiety and stress ive tried everything possible to stop it even to beable to control it all this does is make it even worse Master started this long very expensive reprograming of my normal male mind over ten years ago he has 100% control over me ive become so dependent on him and i love and respect him more and more evey day  

ive been instructed by Master Ashton to make lots of blog posts today

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no holding back ever again

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 from now on there is no of switch 0 down time no days of i know how stupid that sounds most faggots may get on ef maybe once or twice a week defiantly not 2 or 3 times a day this  is supposed to be a fetish its way beyond that now. having Maid Carolin as my fulltime lover and our GOD Master ASHTON who forces us to train for hours everyday i have no choice but to comply obviously this choice cums with so many nasty side effects and costs thousands but i cant help but fully  embrace this with all my heart 

Maid Carolin is a complete faggot

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so in love with maid carolin

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 she is just as pathetic as i am she masturbates as often as me and most importantly she loves and worships Master Ashton as much as me both of us are vile and disgusting sissy faggots this is 24/7 permanent its to late to stop shes just as ruined as me